NYE

On New Years Eve I spent the night first at my friends house with my 4 ladies and then we went clubbing to 'Kaivohuone' in Helsinki as V.I.P's. The night was quite allright, nothing special..

But I guess we did it just right - Got Drunk..

Dress // H&M

Highlights of the Year 2011 ♥

January
January 2011 was quite busy with fixing prom stuff and getting schoolwork done. I also had the epic ski-trip with my friends! - blog post about the ski trip

Also we had one awesome night as underaged chicks in one of the biggest clubs in Helsinki. We accidentally participated in the Floorball World Championship afterparty, where Finland had won. It was one of the most memorable nights out in my entire life. afterwards I told my friend: "You wanted a party. I gave u The Party."  (All the things that can happen when u pretend to be Italian!)

February

..I had my prom. Then the day after I left to Italy. So my february was packing-getting ready-shopping-Prom-fairwell-Italy-Getting used to the Italian way of life. The first two weeks in Italy I was Dead Tired All The Time!! It wasn't because of a jetlag or anything (there's only 1h difference) it was because I was forced to learn so much so fast. I was trying to understand and make myself understood.. But the hard work payed off, and I learned the language nearly perfectly.

Blog Post of Valentines Day

Blog Post of My Prom

My House in Tuscany, Italy

March
3th of march in italy is called "Il Carnevale" - "The Carnival" and we went to the biggest club of Tuscany along with 3000 other italians to celebrate!

I was dressed as a Fairy 'La Fatina' and tbh I wanted to run out of the club, because I have never in my life been so Surrounded by Men.

Then on the following weekend I was taken to explore Tuscany. I saw cities like Lucca, Pisa, Viareggio, San Giminiano, Volterra.. It was amazing. And Beautiful.

San Giminiano

On bikes in Lucca

April

I went to Sicily with my class 3BE. It was an awesome trip. Then we also visited Bologna with my friend Elena, Leonardo and Cosimo. We saw beautiful things, visited a few stores, had a nap in a park (yes we did) and ate a bolognese dish, that was basicly a warm filled wrap/bread. So Good!!

Me and Elena on a bus in Sicily

 

Me and Cosimo in the Park where we napped, Bologna

May

Was my last month in Italy. For that we partied, shopped and sunbathed our asses off. Probably the best month of the year 2011 !

More Pics from Italy

 June

..I got home. It was such an culture shock! Also my walk-in closet got an make-over and was refilled with my new Italian clothes and accessories. In June I also met my ex.

From here started my crazy Spring break with party all night long. Also on the 25th I lost my dear friend André. Rest in Peace.

R.I.P André. I miss you. ♥

July

was filled with Drama. I went to italy to party with my friend, but ended up in the middle of a great drama (still had a blast tho) and then I came back to broke up with my boyfriend in time for my birthday. In June I also worked All The Time. (eww.)

 

 

August

My B-day was the 8th of August.

Then I had a serie of fun events:

♥ I went to see Rihanna Live with my friends

♥ My two bestfriends Anna and Sabrina had their B-day on the 25th

♥ My mom took me as V.I.P to Gloria's Annual Fashion show, and they even interviewed me to their mag!

(I'm the one in the green shirt!)

- And then school restarted.

Rihanna on stage

 

September

On september the school was going on full speed - and so was cheerleading! We were having a big competition on october, so we were really focusing on developing our skills. 21 h of cheerleading in one week-end? Impossible is nothing! 

I did have some time to party too, when the time came to put on a celebration for the 100 days of school we had left! So 1th we went to school in our Togas, and then we went to celebrate to this club, called Kaivohuone.

October

One word: The cheercompetition!

Here's a video of us failing the pyramid. Oopps! Still we had fun and an awesome trip to Tampere. I ♥ My Team

November

I started My Art Blog for this school project.

Besides that I did a lot of school work (almost too much) and celebrated Halloween! On the annual halloween party of  Tavastia-club I met this guy who I am 'kinda dating'..

December

Working..

And the year came to it's end! But just before it did I still had some time to work at the Finlands National Championship -cheerleading competition and we had a cheer show.. And then came christmas. Finally. ♥

...out.

 

Highlights ♥

Yesterday S came over to do my hair for the NYE.
My hair is actually always been really blonde, but every (fucking..) winter it turns nearly brown! It's so annoying.


Here's my hair last summer.

...And like this it was just few weeks ago:



So I called S (my bestfriend/personal hairdresser) for help and she did my super awesome highlights. I love them!

You will see the outcome later, since now I'm off to buy me some fake lashes for the NYE from Make-up Store.

 XX, T

Babysitter

Alright, so basicly I was supposed to blog about this yesterday, but I didn't have time, since I was too busy having awesome bestfriends-time with S.

So on the day before yesterday I was babysitting my nephew, 1,5 years. He's in the age where you learn to eat by yourself.... and I gave him ketchup.

Here's the outcome:

Why the boxes? Well after he went to bed, I helped my sister and her husband to move. They just bought this lovely big house!

(our haircolours match.. for now!) 

I love my sisters so much (I have two of them. and a brother. I love him too tho.) My other sister just left with my brother to go on a skiing trip to Tahko-mountain. We all snowboard in my family! So my sister went there and left her hoodie here.. and I love that hoodie..

Purple Peak Performance hoodie from my sisters closet.. (I'm so dead)

Perfection

I've been struggling with approving myself for a long time. I've always thought that 'yh I'm prettyISH. kinda.' But never have I seen myself gorgeous. 

I've basicly been through it all: Eating disorders, low self-esteem.. I think that in our society you can't consider urself beautiful, unless you're a moviestar. But has someone said that fame makes u perfect? Nope. And it doesn't. It's such a shame that there are SO many pretty girls letting life pass them by, because they don't see the reality. I have so many extremely beautiful friends and I hope they know it. ♥

Btw. a little tip for some girls: Being half naked doesn't make you beautiful. Confidence does. Whatever you're wearing, even if u're in your wellies and an awesomely gorgeous girl in her heels passes u by, you should just rock those wellies. Maybe today was her day, when she felt awesome and let it show, but we all have those days. And maybe tomorrow it's your turn to turn heads! (and at least ur toes will be dry!)

Today I was really positively surprised, when I was having a video call with a dear guy-friend on Skype and I was in my PJ's with not much makeup and all, doing 'The Duckface' for no reason.. and He actually told me I looked hot. AND that I've grown from a girl into a woman (we haven't seen each other in 1,5 yrs (but my boobs haven't grown..)) and as I got surprised he said carelessly "don't worry, it's definitely a good thing." The thing that really makes me happy is that this boy would've honestly told it to my face, if I would've looked like crap. We can talk about anything. We even have this thing that we link each other pictures of hot people and tell our honest opinions.

His comment on My Personal Icon and "OH WHY DON'T I LOOK LIKE HER?"  -

Erin Heatherton?

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..."I'm actually not that impressed"

Well I guess the beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But until my confidence is strong enough to have me standing my head up high, I will still be my own winy 'fat in these pants/that dress' too pale little whale- self and look up to gorgeous models like Erin.

PS: confident doesn't mean cocky! So get ur head off ur ass! My dad always says: "if ur okay with urself, you should be okay with other people too!"

Love, (still dreaming of a nose surgery tho...) T.  xx

Holidays

When I have a vacation from school like now, I turn into a lazy little pillow-hugging-tea-sipping-byjamabanana.
Well atleast my near ones are keeping me busy: Yesterday I was shopping with S, and tomorrow I'm going to Turku (a beatiful city 1h away from Helsinki) with my Dad. Also The NYE looks quite planned with V.I.P tickets to this awesome party!


On Thurday S is going to colour some highlights into my hair (blonde ofc) and we're going to make eachother new earpiercings (I want a third earring, since I have SO many small/pairless earrings..)


My diet is going quite well.. for tree days I've only eaten fruit! And I'm planning to keep this up till new years eve (I have an awesome dress for the party!) and after that I'm going back to my carbo-free diet and the January itself is going to be totally Meatfree!


I've also started to study for the final exams... and I've spent so many hours listening to swedish/reading history my mind is gonna blow up any minute now. Still, hard work will be notified and hopefully I'll be passing with good/great/excellent grades! :)

on the computer..

Hanging around in my PJ's

Still I do get SOMETHING done. for example downloading songs to my new (hand crystalized) Nokia C-03 cell! ♥

and the songs would be something like This..